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hrough his mind, followed by Xue Ru's smiling face, and Xiao Nian's adorable features. It was as if two forces were tearing at his heart, until only Xue Ru's face remained."I wonder what Xue Ru would...He felt that he had already said everything, Mo Yao should also say something, it should be fair. 。
The word "fair" couldn't be found in Mo Yao's dictionary. He didn't want to talk about Xiaobai to others. The person he loved and hated, it wasn't exactly love and hate, but more love than hate. He always felt lost and confused because of him, always feeling anxious and insecure.
Bai Liu saw that he wasn't speaking, so he didn't press him. He just said in a small voice, "Stingy," 。Mo Yao thought, well, maybe he was just being stingy. 。But he really didn't want to share Xiaobai with others, such a good person. Although he had many complaints about Xiaobai and knew that Xiaobai had many flaws, in his eyes, Xiaobai was still beautiful. 。He wished he could keep it in his pocket and not share it with anyone, not wanting others to see it. 。But ironically, he is many people's dream lover. 。Bai Liu didn't press, he wasn't someone who pryed into other people's privacy. Mo Yao didn't want to talk, and he wouldn't either. Under the scorching sun, Mo Yao accompanied him in quiet drawing until both of them were hungry. His painting was unfinished, but his stomach couldn't wait any longer. They found a nearby restaurant 。Bai Liu doesn't have high requirements for food. The restaurant they chose was mid-range. Mo Yao ate seafood, and Bai Liu ate steak. The food was good, and the taste was also good. Bai Liu doesn't drink alcohol, and neither does Mo Yao. The two people's eating habits are very similar. 。After lunch, Bai Liu returned to his spot and continued drawing. Mo Yao found his interest rather unique. He thought there were many ways to depict this arena in a painting; there was no need to come here in person. However, Bai Liu said that seeing it with his own eyes brought a sense of weightiness, and the feeling of painting would be stronger. 。He didn't understand, but he didn't say anything more. 。Bai Liu said, “If you're bored, go for a walk yourself. I might still have two more hours…” 。Mo Yao said, “Not stuffy " 。He wasn't bored, he had trekked through deserts and snow for hours. The world was silent, with no sound at all, and he could endure it. Just these few hours, with a beautiful woman to look at and someone to talk to, how could he possibly be bored 。Both of them had the temperament to endure loneliness. Bai Liu just smiled and didn't let him leave. 。At three o'clock in the afternoon, Bai Liu's painting was finally finished. He only painted a part of the arena, realizing a part of himself, a simple sketch, realistic and heavy. His drawing skills have always been good, but Mo Yao always felt that something was missing. There was no denying that Bai Liu was a good painter, a natural painter. Anything he drew could come to life under his brush. 。This massive building, too, was a masterpiece. Mo Yao judged with his sharp eye, it was indeed a good painting, but if he were a collector, he probably wouldn't collect it. He couldn't quite say why. 。"You're not satisfied" Bai Liu asked 。"You draw very well " 。"Mo Yao said, Bai Liu looked at Mo Yao seriously, "But you're not satisfied" 。He seemed rather stubborn, stubbornly so. Mo Yao looked at his serious little face and simply said, “Whether I am satisfied or not is unimportant. You paint not to please me, but to please yourself.” 。"
Bai Liu's pitch-black eyes flashed a strange color, and the corners of his lips curved slightly. "I have one flaw, if someone is dissatisfied with my work, I won't be satisfied myself either. "
" I'm a person who is dissatisfied with almost everything in the world. So, are you going to be unhappy with your own work because of my quirks That doesn't make sense." 。"Mo Yuan gazed at the sky, his expression calm as he said, 'In this world, who is not satisfied with whom is meaningless. Be satisfied with yourself, and that's enough. Only when you are satisfied with yourself, free from guilt, will you stand tall as a pure and clear person, and everyone will be content.'" 。"That's a profound statement," Bai Liu just pursed his lips and didn't say much. Perhaps, he was too stubborn himself. 。Moye looked at his painting and said, “It’s really good.” 。"Bai Liu let out a sigh of relief. Mo Yao thought to himself, Bai Liu was a person with a strong sense of perfectionism. He was a thorough perfectionist. He was meticulous in his dressing, courteous in his manners, and eloquent in his speech." 。Like a young lord, he demanded much from his paintings, wanting to please everyone. But he didn't realize that there was no need to please everyone; pleasing himself was enough. 。If one lives for others, it's too tiring. 。Over the past decade or so, he's been working himself to the bone, panting like a dog. What's truly tragic is that he does it willingly. That's what really kills him. 。Live for yourself, and you'll feel much lighter. 。"You are a very strange person" 。Bai Liu said, Mo Yuan gave a faint smile, he never denied 。The afternoon sun slanted, he looked at the sky, golden sunlight outlined a faint halo on his face, Bai Liu squinted his eyes, from his angle looking at Mo Yuan's profile, it was unbelievably perfect, his eyelashes were long but not curled, very straight, seeming very hard feeling, slightly closed eyes like a fan covering his face, opening his eyes like a fan slowly rising, protecting those sharp eyes 。His skin wasn't very pale, it was healthy and bronze-toned. He had a graceful neck and a sexy Adam's apple. When he tilted his head up, the lines were so beautiful that it was heart-moving. Mo Yuan was tall and slender, a little thin, Bai Liu thought. With his height and weight, he must be below standard, but he didn't look weak at all, instead, he was full of power. 。He and he were kindred spirits...
Bai Liu had met more people than Mo Ran, there were a few kindred spirits in his circle. Bai Liu thought to himself, people like Mo Ran were the type that could most easily stir their emotions and yuwang. 。This man is too perfect 。He was perfect in every way. The only drawback was that he was too quiet and rarely spoke, but for a man, that wasn't really a flaw. He was a man of few words after all. So Bai Liu thought, he was perfect. 。These days, he couldn't find a single flaw in Mo Yao. 。Mo Chen said that he liked a man, but the man liked women and didn't like him. He thought, men of this type were attractive to both genders, yet someone actually gave up on him. It was really short-sighted. 。Well, not discerning. 。There are so many people in this world who don't know a good thing when they see it. Mo Yao's personality is definitely the type of lover who is loyal and true. With his love, you will have a warm haven for life. 。"What are you looking at" Mo Yao suddenly turned his head back. He had noticed Bai Liu's scrutinizing gaze long ago. He was very sensitive to other people's gazes, and he let Bai Liu look at him to try and figure out what he was thinking. But the longer he was looked at, the more uncomfortable he felt. 。Bai Liu said calmly, "You're really pretty." 。" Mo Yao's ears, which were sensitive to the touch, turned red immediately. Ears were his sensitive spots; they would blush before his face even did. Who in their right mind would stare at another man like that To be caught and still brazenly say things like "I find you beautiful," or "I'm mesmerized by your beauty" 。No way, you have to be a little embarrassed, right But Bai Liu didn't feel awkward at all. His face was as usual, and he spoke the truth, "I've never seen a man prettier than you" 。" That is something you rarely see in the world " 。"Mo Yao said lightly, there are more handsome than him. Liyade's Su Man is still a great beauty now. Time seems to have not added a bit of frost to him. The people of the Su family seem very young. His grandmother looks very elegant and beautiful now." 。And then there's Xiaobai...Xiaobai is much prettier than him. 。"Maybe!" Bai Liu didn't deny this statement, lowering his head and giving a faint smile. 。Mo Yao likes people who can be seen through at a glance. He doesn't like people who are hard to grasp, so he likes Bai Liu, because Bai Liu is a man who can be seen through at a glance. 。He never lies, which he likes very much. 。Although there's a sense of mystery, it doesn't hinder his feeling of liking this person. It's like the wind, when the wind blows, you feel comfortable, but you know the wind is free and unpredictable. 。Mo Yao patted his shoulder, "Let's go!"Bai Liu was taken aback and nodded, packing up his things and following him. 。It was still early morning, Mo Yao took him for a stroll through the city of Rome. Bai Liu had a lot more to say next, it seemed like he suddenly transformed from a gentle and introverted boy into a lively and adorable one, a youthful and energetic young man. 。Mo Yao was a little surprised, but she didn't mind this cheerful atmosphere. Bai Liu was indeed living up to the saying, still as a maiden, moving like a rabbit. As he spoke more, she took it as his love for Rome. He asked almost all about the stories behind the buildings in Rome City, their origins. Mo Yao being a local, naturally explained everything one by one. Sometimes Bai Liu would smile, and the corner of his lips would curve slightly upwards. The two of them seemed like travelers strolling through the city. 。Bai Liu felt he was a good guide, and he also felt that staying at Mojia Castle was worthwhile. 。Mo Yao would take him to a wonderful place that was unknown to outsiders. He also understood his own thoughts and knew that such scenery would bring him joy. 。The two of them had dinner outside. After finishing their meal, Bai Liu said he wanted to have some drinks. 。Mo Yao raised an eyebrow, "I never drink." 。Bai Liu said, “I can drink a thousand cups without getting drunk.” 。" Mo Yao was embarrassed. Almost no one in their family drank alcohol. He and Mo Jue didn't drink at all, Mo Chen and Xiaobai didn't drink much, and Mo Ye occasionally had a drink, but not much. There were mostly decorative bottles of wine in the liquor cabinet. " 。"Where do you want to go for a drink""Let's find a bar." 。"Bai Liu said, raising his wrist to look at the watch, 'It's still early.'" 。"
Mo Chen took full responsibility for the Mafia affair, and going back was indeed early. Mo Yao thought for a moment, "Okay" 。"He took Bai Liu to a bar that Mo Xiaobai frequented. Bai Liu immediately refused, asking, “Is there a gay bar” Mo Yao was taken aback and slightly frowned. In his memory, that place was very chaotic. A clean and pure boy like Bai Liu shouldn't go to such a messy place. Mo Yao instinctively wanted to refuse, but Bai Liu's gaze was clean and pure..." 。"Am I strange for going to a gay bar as a gay person" Bai Liu asked. 。Mo Yao said, “It’s not strange” 。He is a bit strange. 。't believe it. So you should also be tolerant of him. You know best how to please him. As long as your brother is happy, everything will be fine. Just like my father doesn't like my mother traveling a...